People who don't know me well see me as a loner and a complete weirdo. Well... I can't blame them. People are entitled to their opinion regardless of how good or bad they see it. I've got to admit that there's some truth to these statements. I say some, because I'm not all this. I've got days when I'd rather do things in my own fashion, regardless of what other people would say and think about me. Mind your own business, I'd say ^_^'
I've got a handful of people whom I'm comfortable being myself. I still barely have a clue as to why I'm limiting myself to selected individuals, but maybe it's because that I have a tad bit of an issue with trusting other people easily. When I say trust issues, I meant I'll trust anyone who'll willingly accept the kind of character that I possess and will keep my wall up in case if they broke it. But anyway...
I haven't seen my friends for quite a while now, which, if I think so much about it, would make me really sad. But thanks to Neko-chan, it makes the world a lot less lonelier. Though I'd admit that my world would be peaceful had I not met her, but I'd like to believe that life's course requires me to meet her in the right time, and I have no regrets meeting her. Why? Read closely then...
Neko-chan and I met online. I was chatting at that time simply because I'd like to have someone to actually have a conversation with. And when I'm looking for one, I really mean it. No smooth-talking, no flirting, just no-nonsense (and plain nonsense) talk. She surprisingly stimulated my senses and after our first telephone conversation I was asking for more (oh, minds of the gutter you guys... I don't mean "that" kind of stimulation T_T').
And that was the beginning of something that's more beautiful than the word "beautiful". Our insanity led us to random spots within our town and around the metro. It led us to talking about anything from the otherworldly trivia, to the downright funny topics, and then shifting to the dead and plain serious ones. We've had our food trips and smoke-outs (smoking cigarettes outside), and shuttle rides, and hillarious laughters and cries, and verbal bouts (which I always lose most of the time ^^,). The list goes on, and it doesn't end there.
People sometimes ask me what's up with her that makes me feel at ease... And i would say she's a woman with style. And no, I don't simply mean about fashion. She took care of me in ways she does best (Sorry, but I'm gonna be vague with this). She's brave enough to keep up with me on my bad days. She finds ways to keep me amused (yes, even at her expense). But the best thing about her is that she proved to me several times that no matter what happens, regardless of whose fault it is, she'll be right there when you need her. She earned my respect so bad that if anyone hurts her or any of her family and friends..I'd go cruisin' for a bruisin' (and probably even more violent if need be).
So that's my Neko-chan. True, loving, sweet, smart, and obnoxiously funny. I will be always by her side, no matter what the future is in store for the two of us.
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